Update in english.

Update in english.

What is going on in here…

I see that it might be important to write also in english every now and then. So, what’s up? Here is some old news, but new things too. I broke my back again. About two-three weeks ago my feet went off and I need Alex’s help to get to bed. I couldn’t walk properly so I went on next day to see a doctor. My mom left with me, meanwhile my dad and Alex started out move back to Hämeenkoski. So, I wait for three ours to get on doctor’s reception. It was full pain. When I finally get there, doctor asked stupid questions and noted that ”if you don’t shit your pants, it’s still okay”. WHAT? I couldn’t walk, but they didn’t order me MRI -pictures. Instead two different painkillers and one drug for epilepsy to help with my nerve pains. Ok. No walking, no driving car for a while but the most important thing what I realized – no riding, maybe ever again. My back just can’t handle that kind of motion. So waiting for shitting my pants to get MRI… I could also go by my own money, but it’s like 500 euros and I have already financial problems.

We moved back to Hämeenkoski like I already said. We have a nice appartment with own little yard. It’s just 47 m3, but has a opportunity to have one room more (that also rises a rent). But this is good for now! I have give a though for designing our home. Black and red are taking charge here. We also love movie posters!

I don’t know what to do with Akro. It ain’t fair that because of my stupidity, my horse can’t get training that it needs. And by saying ”stupidity” I mean that I could’t let go of him earlier. He needs a place or rider who will take him further. Today we had that kind of rider, called Lotta. She studies at Ypäjä Equine College so she would have all possibilities to take care of him. I don’t want to sell him, just give him for a while away. We are discussing about transporting him to Ypäjä at same weekend that Alex is there training with Elmo. Will see… 🙂 She rides very nicely and fits to Akro.

I have wondered what to do now. I might be soon horseless (is that a word), so I don’t have to think so much about his things. Tessa is taken care by Emmi and shetlandponies lives they own life. I keep working with our ridingschool at Miekkiö. We get all the time more students, which is great! I don’t do anymore stable work, I just keep ridinglessons about 3-4 days per week. Besides I train riders at home and other stables. I also do ridingteacher’s substitutes if necessary at ridingschools.

Last weekend I got some good idea and went on open model casting. I have had secret fantasy to be some kind of model, so I took my chances. Take make a small interview and took a photos. I also got my fist make up for lips. 😀 Couple of days later I got an email from that modelling agency. It said that they had choose me for they up-coming model and asked me for a day that I could come to make my own portfolio. Holy shit! So I’m going there on October 5th. It’s crazy, because I would have another photo shoot on smaller agency on October 7th. I have to choose between them. America’s Next Top Model. Hahaha. 😀

Okay. That’s pretty much everything.

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Vaaleanpunaisia unelmia ja karvasta kalkkia tarjoilee kolmenkympin paremmalla puolella oleva nainen, joka profiloi itsensä media-alan freelanceriksi sekä pitkän linjan hevosihmiseksi. Hankalaksi huhuttu, mutta oikeasti ihan kiva.

Vaaleanpunaisia unelmia ja karvasta kalkkia tarjoilee kolmenkympin paremmalla puolella oleva nainen, joka profiloi itsensä media-alan freelanceriksi sekä pitkän linjan hevosihmiseksi. Hankalaksi huhuttu, mutta oikeasti ihan kiva.

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